Monday, February 25, 2008

Pornswageled

Pull the shades! I'm feeling another forbidden philosophy bubbling up.

Pornography is truth.

Now, I know something about men (I hope). Oh, yes, men are complex and multi-faceted creatures, full of storms and tenderness, creativity, power, art, fragility and light. Blah, Blah, Blah… Blah, Blah. I know all that. Zoop, Zoop!

Let's skip ahead to the point. Men are such dogs! Oh, and I just love that about them!

A lot has been made about the dichotomies of men's consciousness, the whole "Madonna/Whore Complex." That is to say that men compartmentalize women, on the one hand is the wife, mother, nurturer; object of love and passion. On the other the object of his sex, the "bad" or "dirty" female, for which he feels nothing but an urge to use and degrade. This dichotomy is always expressed in terms of men, but women also possess this dichotomy; we are rarely ever all the one, or all the other. I always know when I have accidently revealed too much Madonna. A man either goes soft and tender on me, or loses his interest altogether. In porn he can be free of any guilt, in porn he can have his females as all the one without the other. In porn he can be fully satisfied. Pornography is a moment framed perfectly, without distraction as the dick slides in and out the open pussy hole, wet and easy, without a moment of resistance. Pornography is nothing but the fuck caught on video. Pure.

Pornography is wisdom.

I like pornography because it is my teacher. It teaches me to be become the true object of a man's pleasure, complete pleasure, total pleasure. To serve him.

To serve him completely, so he can be truly satisfied. No guilt, no regrets. Secure that I was the bad girl who wanted it.

Pornography is that feeling the man is getting when he's inside of me. Pornography is the pelvic thrust, the fuck, nature's battering impalement, natures dance of defilement, captured and displayed for all to see, to witness.

Pornography is the external cum shot, usually to the face, blasted straight in the face. The instant when the man has proclaimed his total, pleasure, to himself unshared.

Pornography is the slut, face dripping and knowing.

Pornography is thrusting, impaling, stabbing, blasting, shooting.

Pornography is the fuck.

Pornography is truth.

Pornography is that feeling I crave and enjoy as much as he does.

Pornography is me.

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